Who should be giving to charity?

I did it... actually had a go at a charity-affliated person today saying she should do charity to me, not the other way round. That was some kind of an old person's charity. So in the past two days there's been the animal charity and the old people's charity. At the end of the day my issue is really really not that not enough people give money to charity, but I do have an issue with how I have super-zealously devoted myself to helping victims / 'prospective' victims with insufficient assistance... so now animals have paired up with the human victims, sociopaths cut up all of them- they cut up frogs' legs, set fire to cats, dig out goldfish eyeballs, do any number of things to animals that I don't want to think about, and annihilate the old people by stealing all of their money. I have been grossly under-assisted at times and I want to take the pain of the victims with me to change that into something else but... okay these people standing in the street, they should be doing charity to me to be doing charity to others, I don't want to give money to problems on the surface when I have known and seen problems that go much deeper than whether an old person is without shelter... well WHY is this person without shelter in the first place?... it would be nice if they halt banging on about all the really obvious problems just for a little moment and start thinking about the subtle yet huge problems. Oh crap, I forgot, victims of sociopaths tend to die before they can report their problems to other people.

The fact is, many people are dying in the cruellest, most tortuous circumstances all the time because of personality-disordered sociopaths. It would be encouraging to be able to tackle this problem gracefully.

Being resentful doesn't even help me to think straight...

(I have actually volunteered for WRVS which is an old people's charity, that's not in the old people's division though it was in the emergency division, and it was pretty much a matter of self-interest that I got myself into that role as it would build up my work experience.)

Resentful... I can't think straight sometimes, it's so unlike me.